Most times it is just enough that Master is there and speaks to me. When he does that he often does it in a rather claiming and demanding way. It depends on the tone he uses then, but in general his voice is a real trigger for me. He has other ways, too, but this always does the trick.
Being bound does that too, the less flexible the more I feel it. The time before I get a punishment, the waiting for it, and in addition, being lectured, that's his voice again then.
When I am told to do something which is not vanilla, that starts something in me too, like being told to kneel down in front of him. If I stand naked in front of him, it can happen, though that is not always true, because I like being naked (at home) in general, so this is not only connected to submissiveness. It surely happens, if he is still clothed and I am not and he inspects me. Then I am fully aware of my position, see him as my Master only and have this itch to please him. And when I am already in this condition and he deliberately talks to me in this comforting way and calls me his pet (works sometimes) or, even better, says something like 'good girl', I am all done. I love this tingling sensation in my stomach and below that I get from him doing such things and it creates this feeling in me that I am almost like an outside audience watching him and me. Sounds abstract, I know. 2nd attempt: It is like I am watching a movie, though I am fully aware of everything he does to me then. This is not subspace I am talking about, it is more as if I feel every sensation around me more intensely than before, but I am still fully aware of everything, not in some kind of trance.
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