The idea for this post came after I had seen the pictures EsMay published in her blog. Since I had a bad start into the week, by kissing hubby goodbye for the complete week ... :(((((... I thought something cheerful is in order now, after some self-pitying rambling from my side, that is. :)
I mean, usually travelling now and then is part of hubby's job and I cope well. I have even been with him occasionally, so that we could have a few hours together. His travels are simply part of the hubby-package and I never had a real problem with that and could always focus on the time when he'd be back again.
But this time it really sucks that hubby is gone. I am needy, I know. This is not even one of the longer trips he has to do, but currently I feel it stronger than ever how much I want to be close to him. Somehow this had already started yesterday evening, after hubby's suitcase was packed. With everything prepared, everything looked so inevitable and irrevocable. But at least we had a few more hours together and that covered in a very nice way any unpleasant feeling of loss. :) For the record, this mad sexdrive of mine has not lessened at all. Maybe that adds to my confusion, though, it is not my primary concern in this very moment. And I have warned hubby before he left what might happen right after his return. ... Belly dancing :)
Early this morning, I had done some washing (a mere distraction) after hubby had left the house. And what did I do with his worn T-shirt? I inhaled it. It smelled so much like him and it gave me a meagre impression of him being here, so that I had stood there for several minutes doing nothing but breathing his smell in and burying my face into his T-shirt. It's only one silly week, but this time, I feel much stronger about him not being here. On the positive side, it is not more than one week and he will be back again by next Monday.
Yeah, bad intro to have something that cheers everybody up. Sorry for that, and you decide whether the entry that follows below is more positive or not. :)
What we are sometimes like:
(source: http://rock-style-love.tumblr.com/post/35404394934)
Sometimes we are more like the lion from Oz
Sometimes we are just cute. Tired, but cute :)
But when we have to, we can also be like this
Once in a while (month) we feel like this
Then again we feel like this
But what we want is this
... to cheer up, I am going to have lunch with the girls
... but I'll also try to have a catnap
and I wish you all a very nice and pleasant start into the week :)
Sorry you're missing hubby and feeling needy. Hope the week flies by for you.
ReplyDeleteLovely pictures. I'm a big fan of cats and having been on safari seen them wild too.
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DF
Hi DF, today started horribly, but some friends and I had a great time, so that I am more back to normal again. Wow, I have never been on a safari, so I know lions only from the zoo and circus. But I like them a lot and hope we can have a cat when baby is there. That would be neat, actually I'd love it.
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Nina
Hi Nina, I'm sorry you are missing hubby, srparation is hsrd. I hope the week goes quickly for you and that you have a wonderful reunion.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing the pics. I love the big csts :)
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Roz
Hi Roz, yes, I really had a difficult start and can't wait for hubby to be back again. He'll be back again early in the morning (next Monday urgh, long wait), so I hope to be woken up by him. That would be a dream. :)
DeleteI loved the pictures too, especially the cat with the lion's mane. That's the kind of kitten I'd love to have.
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NIna
I hope the week flies by! Love the kitty pics :-)
ReplyDeleteHi River, I really do hope that. I'll try to prepare everything for Monday, so that I have time to spoil hubby after his week away.
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Nina