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Friday, June 6, 2014

Only a short quicky!

Oh my I know, misleading title again. I have been thinking so much about my second 'I quit' part that I forgot everything up to now. There is no problem, though, because of that, since I have at least managed laundry and cleaning for the weekend. 



The hammock has arrived. hubby had no time yet, so it is still in a little box. I can't wait to try it. To sleep. I think not sleeping wears me down. Slowly, very slowly. So, therefore I am hoping this will help. I guess that's the main reason why I did not publish more this week. Actually, my Sue and Martin part III is long done, but I can't push the button. I don't know exactly why, not enough drama? I'll find a way out of the problem. 

After 'I quit' I couldn't stop thinking back to what else happened in these years. I have written down (not published) a lot about it, and I could split it into different parts, because at the moment it is awfully long. It is also pretty negative, which I don't like. But there went so much wrong that it could not be different. So, apart from being a little too sleepy for a fantastic day in the sun, I really needed time to think about my friend Amy.

When I started blogging last year I would never have thought that I'd write about her. I was not comfortable with that thought. I know, sounds strange. When it comes to whether she deserves being written about, yes, absolutely, an encyclopedia about being a fabulous friend. She is the best, but I thought my blog would serve the purpose of a diary, but I enjoy writing so much that I can barely stop ...when I am not tired, that is. Recently the blog changed into a more pregnancy related journal (pregnancy is the biggest label), now I have written about something I would never have thought I would have the courage to put here at all. Strange. I think I need this weekend with hubby. In our new hammock, if possible. :-) From the picture that I saw, this could be one where I sink into. I might never be able to get out of it on my own. So, if you cannot find me, I am still stuck in the deepest folds of the hammock, snoring I hope.



We are in week 23 , by the way. I never forgot that I wanted to write it down, but simply didn't. Slowly, very slowly, some of the minor inconveniences grow, too. Just like baby. :-) This is what I enjoy most during my nights and also at other times. She is dancing. When I calm down, I feel her. So, that makes her an insomniac, too.

Somehow I have the feeling I should better put up my feet more often now, too, e.g. in a hammock ! :-) Today they were really too big. Well, I also stood a lot today, therefore, what else do I expect? Definitely not too much water in my feet. They looked a little too much like Godzilla's feet today.

I hope you all have a fantastic weekend with your loved ones! 

I'll tell you next week, whether hubby let me in, whether he considered the hammock safe enough for me.

4 comments :

  1. I'm so glad you got your hammock! Peaceful slumbers!

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    1. Autumn, Saturday, morning, I am sleepy (after one of the better nights) … and hubby has installed the hammock in the garden. He is testing it right now, so I’ll have to wait for my catnap. At the moment this means he is in it and orders me to bring him things. He is playing with me and has the heck of a time because of it. I hope you have a lovely weekend,

      hugs

      NIna

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  2. I hope the hammock works out and allows you to sleep. I had to laugh out loud at your response to my last comment, when you said your Hubby would just use it and tease you if only he could use it. Sounds exactly like my Husband! I'm glad you are enjoying your writing right now, and I'm glad you don't limit the content of your blog to ttwd/spanking. It's lovely getting to know other parts of you too :-)

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    1. River, I hope that so much by now too. I had a rather good night, but still feel tired like a log. And the hammock is currently being tested in the garden by hubby. So, at the moment, I can only see him enjoy it. I brought him the newspaper, another cup of coffee and it was teasing from his side, for the moment. He will help me into it, later on, it is safe enough. But from what he said and what it looks like, I might really be unable to get out again. Hubby said, if I can’t get out of it, this will be his new favourite place to store me. Well, thanks Sir. :-)
      I am happy you wrote that you like it that I don’t limit my blog to ttwd/spanking. I like it better the way it is, too, and especially now, I would not have too much to write, if I really limited it to one topic. That would be really hard, because I love writing and blogging here. Have a lovely weekend. If you hear anybody snoring, that’s me :-)

      hugs

      Nina

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