Only a short quicky!

Oh my I know, misleading title again. I have been thinking so much about my second 'I quit' part that I forgot everything up to now. There is no problem, though, because of that, since I have at least managed laundry and cleaning for the weekend. 

The hammock has arrived. hubby had no time yet, so it is still in a little box. I can't wait to try it. To sleep. I think not sleeping wears me down. Slowly, very slowly. So, therefore I am hoping this will help. I guess that's the main reason why I did not publish more this week. Actually, my Sue and Martin part III is long done, but I can't push the button. I don't know exactly why, not enough drama? I'll find a way out of the problem. 

After 'I quit' I couldn't stop thinking back to what else happened in these years. I have written down (not published) a lot about it, and I could split it into different parts, because at the moment it is awfully long. It is also pretty negative, which I don't like. But there went so much wrong that it could not be different. So, apart from being a little too sleepy for a fantastic day in the sun, I really needed time to think about my friend Amy.

When I started blogging last year I would never have thought that I'd write about her. I was not comfortable with that thought. I know, sounds strange. When it comes to whether she deserves being written about, yes, absolutely, an encyclopedia about being a fabulous friend. She is the best, but I thought my blog would serve the purpose of a diary, but I enjoy writing so much that I can barely stop ...when I am not tired, that is. Recently the blog changed into a more pregnancy related journal (pregnancy is the biggest label), now I have written about something I would never have thought I would have the courage to put here at all. Strange. I think I need this weekend with hubby. In our new hammock, if possible. :-) From the picture that I saw, this could be one where I sink into. I might never be able to get out of it on my own. So, if you cannot find me, I am still stuck in the deepest folds of the hammock, snoring I hope.

We are in week 23 , by the way. I never forgot that I wanted to write it down, but simply didn't. Slowly, very slowly, some of the minor inconveniences grow, too. Just like baby. :-) This is what I enjoy most during my nights and also at other times. She is dancing. When I calm down, I feel her. So, that makes her an insomniac, too.

Somehow I have the feeling I should better put up my feet more often now, too, e.g. in a hammock ! :-) Today they were really too big. Well, I also stood a lot today, therefore, what else do I expect? Definitely not too much water in my feet. They looked a little too much like Godzilla's feet today.

I hope you all have a fantastic weekend with your loved ones! 

I'll tell you next week, whether hubby let me in, whether he considered the hammock safe enough for me.