… probably
there are only very few who have time to read here, after all it is 26th
December, Christmas. What I wanted to write about was spankings, but I’ll do that
later. Currently I just can’t.
In a way,
all is fine, Tilda is doing great, we had a great time with my family here on 25th and
could need a little break this morning. Well, only a little break. … Then the
phone rang. Next thing I see is that hubby jumps up; it must be urgent, something
business, no time to talk, no explanation at all.
I know, I
do overreact a little, but I am a little disappointed. Hubby can’t change these
things, they happen, … but Christmas?! We had had plans for today, but last
week hubby had canceled them and wanted to have the day for us to be home,
family. Ok, well I loved that idea. Spending time as a family of three for the
first Christmas ever with Tilda is awesome and time with hubby has been rare
this December too and after a lovely spanking on Christmas eve I felt like cuddling with him ever since (entry will follow). Besides, just being in a cozy place with the two I love most,
is all I could ever wish for.
Yeah, and
now I am sitting here and write. Seriously, I think I am more than a little
disappointed. :( … the most frustrating bit is that I cannot even call my bff,
because she is celebrating/busy with her family and I would only spoil her fun. Therefore, I am
doing a tiny bit of venting here. With Christmas songs. And biscuits.
Afterwards
I just hope that hubby will be back and we can celebrate a little more. And
I’ll apologize then, because it is not his fault at all and I did not want to
sound accusing at all either. His business, his responsibility. It must be
really important, otherwise he would not have left so quickly and in a real hurry.
I just hope that all will be good again and nothing too serious has happened.
Well, seems that I can only guess until hubby returns and has time to tell. I
think what I’d like to hear is that there really was no way around, just to
know that it was a real emergency. … Overanalyzing is not helpful!
Cheer up, silly...Sorry, talking to myself. LoL, Tilda went from overexcitement
because of Jingle Bells, to having a Christmas nap within the last five minutes.
We have not had the time yet to install a mirror for her, so that she could see
herself. But I have held a mirror and let her look at this lovely little cutie
pie. She is always excited about her reflection and finds it endlessly
interesting… until my arms are tired. :) I love holding the mirror, because she
is distracted then and I can watch her for quite a while as she tells her
reflection about her life. I hope she did not mention the spanking sounds on
Christmas eve, though. :)
Sorry for
the silly venting post. I’ll better hope for the best and try to cheer up. Hmmm,
biscuits are always a good way to change the mood. Yummy, chocolate biscuits.
:) …(shouldn’t cheer up this way too often, though!).
Anyways. Enjoy the season and have a merry Christmas and lovely holiday!
