tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post5814871799770474624..comments2022-05-24T21:03:49.936-07:00Comments on awesome feeling of love: The nice and the horrid thingsUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-41558468430658133922015-09-03T15:13:42.731-07:002015-09-03T15:13:42.731-07:00Oh Nina, sending you more hugs and another teeny t...Oh Nina, sending you more hugs and another teeny tiny squeeze for Tilda! I know the place that you are in, as well as the pain that you speak of when standing before your Granny. Mom is the same, and has been for some time. Every single time I see her it is like poking a raw wound. Trapped somewhere between worlds, one can grieves but... You stay strong and take care of yourself and your babies! You do have a great team behind you- a wonderful thing. We will get through. I just know it. And my mom and your Granny will be proud. ;) Prayers and warm thoughts sent your way. Lots of love,<br /><br /><3 KatieKatiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09502903951761571578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-11502751350360234302015-09-03T14:49:16.384-07:002015-09-03T14:49:16.384-07:00Hi Katie, thank you for your wonderful words, and ...Hi Katie, thank you for your wonderful words, and I am grateful for your hugs and also for the squeezes for Tilda. The squeezes have been a part of our quality time. :) <br />Our family is not really in a good place at the moment, but somehow we get along and you are right with saying that each person must find their own solace. All I know is that I suck at that. It goes up and down, at the moment the visits are a little harder for me, although I do not know why. There is no change at all in granny, but somehow I am more down after every visit than I was last week. I want to visit granny, and I am glad that I have at least that, but they are not happy moments right now.<br /> <br />Oh, with Amy and hubby I have the best team possible. They are a bit bossy with me at times, but without them I would not have known what to do really. I do enjoy telling granny all that happens, reading, touching and the best moments for me are actually those when there are a few people in the room and make a little noise, because that is closest to everyday life. Granny loved that and I always hope it might bring her a little joy. :)<br /><br />The atmosphere around here is a bit gloomy at times, but some things have returned to a more normal life again too. If I did not at least try hard to see the good things I’d cheat on granny, because she is always positive and I love that too. It is not always easy, but that is ok. So, whatever happens, I’ll do my best to make baby grow nicely, and all around will help with that too. The good thing about this is that I feel blessed because of baby and family, even though we are worried about granny. <br /><br />hugs and love<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-55377014089510089522015-09-02T13:17:23.801-07:002015-09-02T13:17:23.801-07:00Hi Enzo, thank you for your kind words. You are ri...Hi Enzo, thank you for your kind words. You are right with all you say, and at the moment I am able to see the good things too, although I am sad about what granny goes through. Thank you for your positive thoughts and prayers, I appreciate that a lot.<br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Ninastay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-28743929068069347972015-09-02T13:15:05.160-07:002015-09-02T13:15:05.160-07:00Hi Nina, :) My heart aches for you! I have had y...Hi Nina, :) My heart aches for you! I have had you and your Granny in my thoughts and prayers. Oh it is such a hard thing! I know what you are going through and all I can do is send you the biggest of hugs and the teeniest of little squeezes for little Tilda! Hang in there. Each person must find their own solace when going through these kinds of times. I still think that the pain is a great reminder of how well we have loved. Doesn't make it any easier though...<br /><br />Sounds like you have a good team there helping you through. I am glad to hear that. I agree with others above- a touch, some music, reading something aloud, or talking/the squeals of Tilda's innocent baby babble- all may be something that your Granny may take in. It is equally tough when we don't know. But it helps us to feel better- that is for sure. It is something that we can do. Stay strong! <3<br /><br />You are right to think of the good things in each day, even when it is hard to do. How wonderful a day sounds with Tilda! How beautiful that baby is growing well inside you. 21 weeks- how wonderful! Take good care of you. I know that you have someone who will see to that and loves you as well! Love sent your way,<br /><br /><3 KatieKatiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09502903951761571578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-68421509215871427952015-08-31T15:13:01.731-07:002015-08-31T15:13:01.731-07:00Hi Nina -
Sorry to hear about your Granny. These t...Hi Nina -<br />Sorry to hear about your Granny. These times are never easy and yet time doesn't stand still and like Sunny Girl said we are reminded that life is a cycle and your babies need you as well. <br /><br />Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.<br />Hugs,<br />EnzoEnzohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11556688278392257042noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-62142378279787651832015-08-29T15:23:28.164-07:002015-08-29T15:23:28.164-07:00Hi Hermione, thank you for your good thoughts. I a...Hi Hermione, thank you for your good thoughts. I appreciate that a lot and they are very welcome. :)<br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Ninastay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-14362673860195080932015-08-29T04:13:59.597-07:002015-08-29T04:13:59.597-07:00I'm sorry that your granny is so ill. I will k...I'm sorry that your granny is so ill. I will keep you all in my thoughts.<br /><br />Hugs,<br />HermioneHermionehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15395671806340391253noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-62147956731928683832015-08-28T17:17:58.490-07:002015-08-28T17:17:58.490-07:00Hi Willie, suspended animation doesn’t really soun...Hi Willie, suspended animation doesn’t really sound nice, but somehow it fits pretty well. I keep telling her all sorts of things, just in case she can hear me. In some moments just thinking about her is like being in a sort of limbo, when I cannot cope with granny’s hopeless situation. At other times it is easier, because I believe that she knows we are there for her. Keeping company is what I can do, and although the nurses do not approve of too many visitors at once, I love that, because I know how granny loves all the noise and hustle and bustle that comes with loved ones being together. <br />I am so sorry about your niece, what you write sounds like such a worrisome time for you too. I hope that all will be good for her, and I am sending good thoughts her way. I am glad that she comes to you to talk, especially with her deepest worries because I think you do understand that in the best way possible, so that she feels less burdened. <br /><br />hugs and love<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-38601827794928838812015-08-28T17:17:33.414-07:002015-08-28T17:17:33.414-07:00Hi Julia, thank you for commenting. I appreciate a...Hi Julia, thank you for commenting. I appreciate all good thoughts so much, and one way or the other this helps all of us. <br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-8977604654360499072015-08-28T17:17:08.305-07:002015-08-28T17:17:08.305-07:00Hi Minelle, thank you for your kind words. I reall...Hi Minelle, thank you for your kind words. I really had trouble seeing any of the good for a while, because I was too overwhelmed. But some of the bright times has returned and I am so glad to have that back. If anything, we all want granny to feel loved, she will feel some of it, and this is what matters most now. I am glad that I could find the words for this post, and will try to post more again. <br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-1998598941348853652015-08-28T17:16:36.412-07:002015-08-28T17:16:36.412-07:00Hi Cat, thank you for your kind words. I wish I ha...Hi Cat, thank you for your kind words. I wish I had more of the good news to share, but when I do want to, somehow the not so awesome things pop up out of nowhere. I am glad that Amy is here, she helped me so much, as she always has. I wish I had more positive to give to her, because I really don’t feel like I have much to offer at the moment. Well, I do show her that I love her, just like she does. <br />Tilda is awesome, and she is the best to brighten my days at the moment. I am happy that she can walk, and that she has words … sounds …. For all sorts of things by now. She is a real entertainer for us here. :) I’ve given her hugs and tummy tickles from you, and also told her ‘hi sweet girl’ from you. She knows ‘Sweetie’, and she tries saying that too. :) <br />Thank you for sending prayers, healing energy and positive thoughts. I appreciate that a lot and granny will feel it too. Thank you.<br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-43493750159183446012015-08-28T17:15:57.651-07:002015-08-28T17:15:57.651-07:00Hi Jan, I am torn between hoping she doesn’t have ...Hi Jan, I am torn between hoping she doesn’t have to suffer for long now and for her to become better. :( Granny would definitely want us to thrive, you are so right with that. I think the best that could happen was that granny knows Tilda, and that she knows about my bump. I wish so much for her having the chance to see baby in person. Well. But the best for me to do is make sure that baby is fine, and I do all for that. Oh yes, time flies so fast, I would never have thought it like that. Somehow I still feel like I just got my little one, and in another five weeks it is already her first birthday?! Wow. <br />I am happy for you having grandbaby time and having your son and dil with you for a while. This will be so awesome! I hope your dil is healing well and that you all will have a wonderful time together. <br /><br />hugs and love<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-3269900752647891612015-08-28T17:15:26.239-07:002015-08-28T17:15:26.239-07:00Hi Roz, thank you for your kind words. I appreciat...Hi Roz, thank you for your kind words. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers and know that granny will feel all the good she is sent. I am glad about Amy and hubby being here, too. It was difficult as it is, but I don’t know how I could have made it without them. I hope that granny does notice that we are there, and if it is only a feeling of being not alone, that would be great.<br />The day with my uncle was really awesome. He wouldn’t accept any excuses and he was right. We needed that and it made things better for us. Yep, time flies! It seems like yesterday that I got Tilda and suddenly she is one. :) <br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-10559595172770110952015-08-28T17:14:54.922-07:002015-08-28T17:14:54.922-07:00Hi DF, you are right, Tilda does keep me busy … wh...Hi DF, you are right, Tilda does keep me busy … which I am glad about. I have Amy and hubby here for support, and I'd say they do a great job at that. :) I wished I could do more for granny, but I don’t see how. The day with my uncle was so awesome. It made a difference, changed things to the better and I am so glad that he turned up. <br /><br />hugs<br /><br />Nina<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-59698692749193880252015-08-28T17:09:01.562-07:002015-08-28T17:09:01.562-07:00Hi Sunny, you are so right, I feel helpless most o...Hi Sunny, you are so right, I feel helpless most of the time, and all I can do is talk to granny. I also believe that she knows we are there, and she will watch us. The time with my uncle was precious. In a way, she surely had a hand in it. After all he kind of kidnapped us right from granny’s side. :) <br />At the moment it is not always easy, but I do know the good and enjoyable times are there, just like the sad ones. Tilda and the pregnancy are two of the wonderful things that are happening, and I love that we have this. I am glad that you have all these great memories, and you are so right about how fast time really flies. Thank you for the prayers, I appreciate them and I know that they do make a difference for granny too. Thank you.<br /><br />hugs<br />stay at home momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569748294962803429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-90647796149613611452015-08-28T13:38:19.012-07:002015-08-28T13:38:19.012-07:00So sorry about your granny.You're doing everyt...So sorry about your granny.You're doing everything you can to help her. Remember, lean on others yourself.<br />Tilda is going to keep you very busy, and so will bump, so let others keep you strong.<br />I'm glad you had time with your uncle.<br />hugs to you all.<br />DF<br />DelFontehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02877826634987802545noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-964684601464406052015-08-28T06:16:01.729-07:002015-08-28T06:16:01.729-07:00NiNa - So sorry about your Gran. It's so hard...NiNa - So sorry about your Gran. It's so hard watching your loved ones go through something when you know there is nothing you can do to help. Know though, that on some level she knows you're there and will be watching your children grow, even if its not in the physical sense. Getting to spend time with your uncle is a bonus - I think your Gran had a hand in it, don't you?<br /><br />Tilda and your 'bump' is the proof that life is a cycle and we have to enjoy every phase of it. So happy things are going well with the pregnancy. Listening to how Tilda is growing brings back great memories for me. Enjoy every bit of it, NiNa because it goes so very fast. <br /><br />Prayers for you and your granAimless Ramblinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00720714875762344391noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-4996158704011692272015-08-28T04:13:37.317-07:002015-08-28T04:13:37.317-07:00Hi Nina, thank you for sharing with us. I'm so...Hi Nina, thank you for sharing with us. I'm so sorry to hear about Granny. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I'm so glad you have Amy and your husband by your side<br />and I'm sure the visits from you and Tilda brighten Granny's day.<br /><br />I'm so glad you were able to spend some time and reconnect with your uncleand that baby is doing well. Wow, week 21 already! Enjoyed the Tilda news. Goodness, walking and talking. Where does the time go?<br /><br />Hugs <br />Roz <br />Rozhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14326826956049047973noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-68658784673119918862015-08-28T01:01:29.961-07:002015-08-28T01:01:29.961-07:00Oh Nina darling, I am so sorry about all the sadne...Oh Nina darling, I am so sorry about all the sadness in your life. Your poor Granny, she has definitely suffered enough. Life is so unfair. I am sure of one thing though, sje would not want you suffering too, She would want you and your family to thrive so please keep looking after yourself. It is totally awesome news about the baby , thank goodness all is well there. Fancy Tilda walking, time flies by so fast, she will be at school before you know it!!<br />My grandbaby and son and dil are coming today for a four day visit, I am so excited. After the weekend I am going to email you some pics of the baby. Keep your chin up and much love to all of you<br />love Jan,xxx<br />hugs to Tilda.xan English Rosehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00696976759167193635noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-38368141622311457782015-08-27T19:43:28.342-07:002015-08-27T19:43:28.342-07:00Hey sweet Nina...thank you for sharing your life w...Hey sweet Nina...thank you for sharing your life with us...the good and the bad...that's what friends are for. Sorry Granny is not in a good place. So happy that Amy is helping you take care of yourself...do you realize how much good you are doing her...you've given her a positive to focus on.<br /><br />Awww...so sweet that our Tilda is walking and chattering. Please give her hugs and tummy tickles from auntie Cat...oh and please tell her auntie Cat says "hi sweet girl". Sending lots of prayers, healing energy and positive thoughts.<br /><br />Hugs and blessings...CatCathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14266606975978680188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-37460364055459047962015-08-27T17:53:12.091-07:002015-08-27T17:53:12.091-07:00I am glad you shared everything that is going on. ...I am glad you shared everything that is going on. In life, even when there is deep sadness there are wonderful bright times that peak through! Granny is lucky to have so much love from you, Tilda and all the family.<br />You are blessed as well!<br />Keep us posted about everything.... Good bad and in-be-tween.Minielle Labraunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16206283897752166320noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-37074628625610230952015-08-27T16:54:21.171-07:002015-08-27T16:54:21.171-07:00I can't think of anything to say, so I will sa...I can't think of anything to say, so I will say, I am keeping you and yours in my thoughts.<br />Hugs, JuliaJuliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08484811892132134437noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3305886242963874120.post-24944492243896606502015-08-27T16:45:44.214-07:002015-08-27T16:45:44.214-07:00I am sorry about your granny Nina. I believe what...I am sorry about your granny Nina. I believe what you are in right now is what I refer as 'suspended animation'. I am the same way with my niece and her medical 'issues' for lack of a better term. I think it is just our heart's way of getting through another day, coupled with feeling like there is nothing you can do to change a damn thing. Except keep them company. And let them know you are there. I know that Granny must be so happy for the Tilda distraction everyday. I know my niece doesn't want to focus on what could go wrong right now. So I wait until she brings it up.<br /><br />Don't look back with regrets of your youth. Granny did get to see that her hope won out in the long run.<br /><br />Much love<br />williewilliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01907855123777628267noreply@blogger.com